Wednesday, November 29, 2006

and now i hate you..

i couldn't help but cry. he doesn't know what i really feel for him. i never had the chance to tell him that i love him. and now we are not talking anymore. there is a great distance between him and me. i never wanted to let this feeling grew but as the days went by i developed this different emotion towards him.

now all i know is that i should really forget this damn stupid love that i feel for him. i'm not important for him anyway. i'm just a simple person in his life. i'm getting hopeless. why is that everytime i fall no one ever seems to catch me and heal my wounds? do you want to know the state of my heart now? as of now it is broken into several small pieces. he smashed it. he just made me realize that i'm just a trash. thank you for making me feel that way.

i'm beginning to hate you now. how could you do this to me? is it really wrong to love you? i will just replace that love with hatred. don't you ever dare to talk to me as if nothing is happening. you'll be out of my sight soon. i'll soon be able to forget you and have a peace of mind. I HATE YOU!

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